Sunday, December 20, 2009

More kids stuff

Listening to my 5yr old singing 'Pat a cake', cant help but overhear the second line being sung as '...bake THIS man...'

LOL!

Back on the horse

Well, not literally - seeing as I've only sat on a horse once :) but this is all about new beginnings and fresh starts. I've had a tumultuous year to say the least and as strong as I think I am, there's always a little part that breaks when not-so-nice stuff happens in your life.

So I took a hiatus - longer than expected and felt exceptionally guilty at first, but, sitting here now, I know that it was exactly what I needed. No, what my life needed in order for me to start again after clearing away all the ache and hurt and pain and patterns and cycles and and and that I'd managed to get myself into over the past 10, 20, 36 years.

I get to start again, that's pretty amazing for anyone. One of the appeals I find from gaming is that you get given a new life, you get to start again if you mess up the first time. This doesnt usually happen in real life, but it has now, and I'm the lucky one that gets to start again, with a whole lot of benefits that I didnt have the first time - talk about awesome :)

Here I go world :)
Look out..